Katherine writes:
Whilst reading the lyrics of this song, I was immediately drawn to its sense of chronology. The songwriter reflects on what they might have done in a previous generation, considers what they are called to do in the present, and repeatedly asks, “What would I do in a next generation?” That movement between past, present, and future prompted me to reflect on my own journey and calling. In particular, it led me to think about two connected themes: the surprising ways God calls unlikely people into leadership and the barriers that can limit what we believe is possible. As I reflect on both David’s experience and my own experience of being an unlikely leader, as well as my path towards ordained ministry and the opportunities created by those who have gone before me, I find myself asking what part I am called to play in this generation and the ones still to come.
The Church of England had a section on its website called Call Waiting, which aimed to reach younger adults exploring their vocations. The website had a wonderful description of David and his calling.
‘David was a shepherd, the ‘runt’ of the family, apparently unqualified for the role, and yet the person called by God – something that came as a surprise even to the mighty Samuel himself. Perhaps it was something about his care for his flock, making him the forerunner of our great Good Shepherd. Samuel was convinced God had chosen the immediately obvious, handsome, physically strong sons of Jesse, but God had other ideas.‘
When I read this story, I related to being an unlikely leader. Someone who people don’t automatically think of. A while ago, I applied for a leadership position at a school where I was working. Logically, I didn’t have a lot of experience, and one of the senior leaders sounded quite unsure when I said I was going to apply. During the process of deciding to apply, I felt God say, ‘I’ll persuade them; you just need to persuade yourself’. When I told my husband, he said it might be about more than just this job. Although I didn’t get the position, I now see the experience as part of God’s preparation for my leadership journey in the Church.
I started training to be a priest within the Church of England in 2024, but in a previous generation this wouldn’t have been a possibility. Women were first ordained as priests in 1994, and it was not until 2015 that women were able to be ordained as bishops. I am so thankful for the women who have gone before me and paved the way through both prayer and action. I wonder what part I have to play in this generation of ordained female leaders and in generations to come. An area of theology that I have greatly enjoyed learning about is practical feminist theology, where women’s voices are heard, and their gifts are celebrated. A line in the song says, ‘Would I fight for justice?’, which makes me think about advocating for people. Maybe my call is to advocate in this generation of ordained women to make things better for those in future generations.
David and his story are a key part of my vocational journey, in the past, present, and future! When I feel unsure of my calling, or whether I have the right skills, gifts, and talents, I need to go back to God and the story of David. I am also not alone in my journey of growing, changing, advocating, and overcoming barriers, both in my own life and in enabling others to do the same.
As the song states:
‘And it’s not just me, it’s a whole generation of people gradually makin’ change
There ain’t a greater task’
I lift up the prayer below to you, Lord…
‘God who calls us all to contribute to your Kingdom. Take our insecurities and vulnerabilities and weave them through with your holy confidence, which always reassures us that we have something to offer.As we explore what you are asking of us, we pray for integrity of heart, clarity of mind, and a yearning to love and serve others wherever that may take us;For deep peace about this next step, and for God’s Light in our eyes. Amen.’ – from the Call Waiting website.
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