Kim writes
Methodists have long been known as being ‘born in song’ and indeed much of our theology is found within the hymns that we sing, both in our public worship and private devotions. Yet I am also aware that it is not only the songs that we find inside our tradition that can speak to us.
As a child from the Walkman era with its radio cassettes and the TV show Top of the Pop’s I know that many profound faith statements can be discovered within what is often designated as ‘secular’ music.
As a fan of both The Bangles (below) and Simon & Garfunkel, I have always loved the poetry contained within the song ‘A Hazy Shade of Winter.’ Despite initial appearances and the title, this song is not about the weather, the seasons or the time of year at all. Yes, records do show that Paul Simon wrote it during his time in England and it’s a fair bet that the ever-unpredictable English weather provided the beginnings of an idea for him; however, the song is about how at a point in time, our journey through life can change. The opening, and haunting refrain captivates me each time I hear it “Time, time, time, see what’s become of me”
For some the time away from the church building, business and fellowship left us with an ache. As human beings we are designed for company and community, which is why I don’t ever recall Jesus sending the disciples out on any solo missions, and even those who walked towards Emmaus did so as a pair, keeping each other company as the discussed their sorrow, and yes we weep with those who mourn at lives lost during this time.
For others of us the time became a space for rest, from overfilled diaries, expectations, from ‘ought’ and ‘must’. Suddenly and without much warning time took on a Sabbath element, which will come easier to some than others. Maybe you had time to read and do all the things on your to-do list?
For others not much changed, diaries and schedules remained full. Back-to-back meetings on Zoom, Teams or whatever electronic platform was keeping track of your ‘Work from Home’ time. Indeed for some that transition time which was once spent on the commute into work (if you had one in the first place) was now spent at the computer checking emails much earlier in the day, and much later into the night. Time which was mainly defined as either at work or at home shifted for many, bringing with it a new search for a sustainable and helpful work/rest balance.
Actually, I think it would be fair to say that we all will have, and will continue to, experience our time within an array of these roles, emotions and situations.
It is also true that we all experience the same amount of time. The same 60 minutes of an hour, the same 24 hours of the day, the same 7 days that are in the week. As we each begin to look back on our time spent inside our homes, I wonder what it is that we see?
Do we see that the time we took to light a candle or to clap outside our doors and in our streets has aided us in remembering those who were spending their time caring for others?
Do we see that time when we smiled and thanked our postie or the shop checkout operator that we were, in fact, thanking all those whose role as frontline workers kept our food supplies and essential needs going?
Do we see that by restricting our numbers in shops, not sitting in close contact in enclosed spaces, and not gathering in large groups we were demonstrating how much we loved our neighbour?
Yet at the same time whilst the examination of time found within ‘A Hazy Shade of Winter’ is mostly reflective, it also contains the exhortation to “Hang on to your hopes, my friend…” and so here’s a thought:
I wonder if, when the right amount of time has passed, we will look back and see that despite (or maybe because of) the times where we have struggled with silence, or hesitated to stop and be still in the times of anxiety, or if like me, have spent far too much time wrestling with the solitude, (has anyone been able to befriend isolation?) we have continued to experience those timely moments in which we recognise God’s presence with us anew? Aiding us with the recollection that, whilst we may have spent time these past months keeping socially distanced from each other, and even on our own, and may have a times even felt distanced from God, God in Jesus through the Holy Spirit has been keeping the covenant promise and has been with each one of us all this time?
Find out more about Simon and Garfunkel at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3nswy0LNsE&list=RDM3nswy0LNsE&start_radio=1&t=1
and The Bangles at http://www.thebangles.com/

